And Then She Put Her Clothes On and Left...

                             —by Mishka Zakharin

 

 

 
“From out of the nothingness of nowhere and no-how and what the hell is the point anyway, the beautiful essence of inspiration saunters by… attraction sparks… intrigue builds… fantasies evolve… interactions take place… desires are explored… affection blooms… adoration shines forth… the ‘L’ word is first whispered – and then shouted out to the world!… wrapped snugly in the unity of conjoined being, reveling in the sanctimonious giddiness of love and life and naughty things all about… she pulls me close – any closer and I’d be behind her (butt, of course, the view’s pretty nice back there as well…) – she whispers in heated passion:  ‘Oh – thou!  Thou, my glorious man-god!  Thou, my eternal soul-mate!  Thou, O great and mighty Zeus – thou!’  …So, pushing her away, I said, ‘Zeus?!  My name is Mishka!’  And then she put her clothes on and left….”

 

 

Poetry             BookSurge

Copyright:  2003          ISBN 1-59457-021-3

 

 

 

Excerpts—

 

 

Then She Put Her Clothes On and Left…

 

…and then she put her clothes on

and left… leaving me to drift—

to wallow—to flounder—

within the remembrance

of her ambient—

to writhe amidst the degradation

of our conjoined being…

 

leaving me to float

in the dissipating waft

of her perfume…

as I lay, clinging to the warmth

lingering in the bed beside me

after her hasty departure—

after throwing on her unders,

shrugging into her overs,

and, yet in utter disarray,

storming off in a huff…

abandoning me to a cold, harsh reality

without her…

 

—though I can’t help but giggle…

for when she realizes

we were at her place,

she’s going to be pissed….

 

 

 

Katyayani’s Dharmadhatu

 

Mishkan-martinis

and a cigar

by candle-light—

with She

who is my beacon bright

to shine forever

through gray, bleak shadows

of reality…

 

‘I don’t really

at all like cigars..’

She confides,

casting a wary glance;

‘—but, since it’s You,

I guess I can deal with it…’

and She sultrily

takes another drag…

 

‘Well, to tell You the truth,’

I reply—

knowing full well

to tell Her anything else

would make Her dissolve

into smoke

and wisp away entirely—

‘sometimes You can sort of be

a bit of a pain in the ass…

but, since it’s You,

I guess I can deal with it….’

 

 

 

Love

 

To lionize and focalize—

to act, write, or vocalize—

the inspiration of her beauty

and the impetus of her being

creates the demand and the desire

to pull the subjective from the objective;

to draw forth the abstract from the surreal,

and the specific from the abstract…

 

“Her essence is forever changing,

impossible to ever truly understand—

her quintessence is forever wild and free,

impossible to ever truly command;

at times liquid, at times ethereal,

and solid only by her inconstant vagary—

never could anyone truly possess her,

but by the whims of her unending waggery…

to know her and feel her all you can do

is hold perfectly still and let her come to you….”

 

 

 

November 26, 2002

 

The summer of my soul

in the winter of my existence—

 

I fly!—I cry…

I writhe in yearning

—and helplessness—

in love and desire

—loneliness and despair—

 

…your essence screams endlessly

throughout my being…

your being shall, without end,

subsist within my essence….

 

 

 

Musings – #55

 

She strums

at my heart-strings—

never failing to strike a chord

as she plucks at my yearning notes…

perhaps she’s just fiddling around,

prancing about, as she does,

in the resonance of her G-string…

yet I think she’s anything but a lyre…

 

 

 

Contents—

 

Then She Put Her Clothes On and Left…

January 7, 2002

Baton Rouge

Lioness

Thalassa

Mira of Finland

Ode to a Random Woman – 2

February 27, 2002

Discourse:  Nephew #4

Of Presumed Excellence

Belly-girl

Wants and Kneeds

Heaven’s Turnstile

November 5, 2002

Vodka Gimlet, With a Slice of Lime

Katyayani’s Dharmadhatu

“Tess”

Symbiosis

The Night Before

After-glow

She Turns Away

When She is Near

Bacchanalia

Confluence or Dissolution

The Wall

A Light Beyond

Where the Desert Meets the Sea

Ode to Sonnet #18

Love

Arbor Day

Mira: the Sonnet

Bayshore

November 26, 2002

‘Someday, Luna…’ – 2

March 26, 2002

March 28, 2001

November 1, 2002

Musings – #52

Girl of My Dreams…

Title Babe

She Lies Naked in My Bed

Saturday Morning

Mira of Finland – 2

Ode to a Random Woman- 3

March 2, 2001

I Wonder…

There Is Spied a One

The Goddess of Spring

October 5, 1997

Velika

Musings - #37

Overly Presumptuous…?

Desideratum

May 21, 2001

Salacia

I Think of Her

In the Darkening Night

Ides of June

The Quintessential Essence

October 4, 2001

Something Hurts

February 13, 2003 (2)

Desdemona

Musings – #55

Ishtar – #2

She

She (2)

Mira, Farewell…

Nine Shots of Tequila

June 11, 2001

February 20, 2001

Musings – #43

This Poem

Lark’s Song

“Don’t Touch Me!” – 2

October 10, 1999

The First Robin of Spring

Kalideva/Kavranna

Kavranna/Kalideva

Musings – #45

Capricious Kineticism

 

 

 

 

 

‘BANANA YOU!’

[Sequel to Daemon Mishka – coming in ‘04]

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